It’s been a while since I posted and I have never shard a personal side of myself that I’m going to today.
Below is a post I just wrote for my new website, as I have joined with the Reciprocal Dynamics Institute and there will be an adjustment period as I integrate that stuff with mine.
Bear in mind if you visit that the site is very new and undeveoped, but here’s a link:
Here is today’s post, that should answer some of your questions about me. By the way, my first name is Mark and it is my middle name that is John, and I have decided to use Mark with the institute material.
So here it is:
Hi, my name is Mark Allen, and I am going to write this post to give you more details than are contained in my bio.
I would like to welcome you to a website that I trust you will find fulfilling and uplifting and that will change your life. After all, if lives aren’t changed, then we have failed in our mission.
Let me take a moment to tell you a little bit about the strange series of events that have lead me in two short months to the place where I am today. It is a story so incredible I’m not even sure I would believe it if I was reading it, but in any event, here it is.
I have been on a spiritual journey all my life, but it has been very slow going because for 30+ of those years I was stifled by organized religion. The church I attended was better than most, and they put a lot of value on finding out the truth on matters. For example, they didn’t believe in many of the so called popular “Christian” holidays which are actually pagan in origin, and they had a lot of other things right as well, but, like all organized religion, they got steeped in their own dogma and are blind to the spiritual truth of the universe.
Just a few short years ago, I could not understand the phrase “I’m spiritual, but not religious,” but after the last two years I certainly do.
That’s when change really began for me, two years ago, when I was already in my mid fifties. Which just goes to show that yes, an old dog can learn new tricks and age is certainly not a barrier to learning. Boy, is that an understatement! This old dog has been on quite a ride these last two years, let me tell you.
Anyway, for years, I knew there was something missing from my spiritual path, and my old answer that “the Bible has all the answers” just didn’t fit reality anymore. There were too many questions it didn’t answer.
So I began to look at other things like remote viewing, astral projection, and other topics like that. I learned a lot from a lot of places, but still I wasn’t satisfied. Then, I came across Richard [not his real name; the name has been changed so I can tell you what I really think of him] and that changed in a hurry.
Suddenly, I began to get answers to many of my questions, and the world of psychic powers that I had abandoned in my young teen years began to open up to me. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of material I was learning. I was growing at a very fast rate, and I was meeting some very extra ordinary people. Finally, I thought, I have found IT, that which I had been looking for all my life.
My whole world view was transformed over night. I was absorbing this new information like a greedy sponge. It was almost like every morning was Christmas morning. But then, I began to have some major disagreements with some aspects of his agenda and what he was saying.
For example, for a supposedly “enlightened being,” as he likes to style himself, there were some things he either didn’t know or was just plain lying about. His take on human history, for example, is not correct. And then, in one of his retreats, he made a big deal about going to the doctor and how great “modern medicine” is, while calling natural cures “outdated.”
He also believed that it is inevitable that “future people” would be half human, half machine, like “the Borg” on Star Trek. And he wants to make sure that this vision of the future comes about? I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. It seemed to me that a spiritually enlightened being, as he claimed to be, would be against this trans-humanist agenda, but no, he was for it and promoted it as “progress.”
In fact, he has organized “jump teams” of his followers to “make sure” that certain “scientific breakthroughs” occur. Further, he wants his “jump teams” to intervene in scenes of civil strife and make sure that people calm down and “return to normal.” He is vehemently opposed to “conspriacy theories,” even though the government itself has admitted that it coined that term to demonize and discredit anyone who takes an opposing view.
The bottom line is that Richard is in agreement with the globalist agenda of mass extermination and the implementation of a New World Order. But, in his twisted world view, Richard believes that if he has enough followers he can take over the whole thing and guide us into that Orwellian future.
Furthermore, it is my belief that Richard shares a lot with the Illuminati. He believes his special people are different, and that only they have souls. The rest of us who aren’t part of his “enlightened group” are an inferior breed of subhuman without souls, and that includes the majority of the population. But he and his people are smarter, more spiritually aware, able to manipulate time and space with their minds, and so, since only they are truly human, don’t you see, they have a right to rule the rest of us idiots.
It takes a long time of listening to Richard’s material to reach these conclusions. And I have listened to Richard for hours on end. Since I have an almost photographic memory [my memory is not quite as good as David’s because he does have a photographic memory — but still, we are both way more intelligent than the average, yet I find Richard’s elitist agenda that he and his special people have the “right” to be in charge repugnant.], I am able to listen to material for days on end and put one piece together with another one, even if they are in separate courses. It’s like putting together a jigsaw puzzle, because Richard will say one thing here and another there and unless you are extra smart you won’t put them together and get the big picture. However, I have that picture clearly and have confirmed it with David, whose history with Richard goes back about 20 years.
Please understand that I am not closed minded to scientific advances like some spiritual people seem to be. In fact, there is nothing wrong with science as long as it is “real science,” unlike the fraudulent “mainstream science” of today that is about as open minded as a medieval priest.
As time went on, I came across more and more of these strange beliefs of Richard’s that didn’t seem to fit the picture of an “enlightened being,” and yet, many of his teachings were working in my own life, so I ignored them for a while, thinking maybe I didn’t understand, and that maybe it would become clear to me later on.
However, in recent days it has become clear to me that Richard is actually performing most of his miracles from an In Between state of mind [this is a very advanced technique that only a very few of Richard’s students can do and we will impart this knowledge to you at a much later time when you, as a student, have proven yourself ready for this next big step]. Further, he is able to pull most of his “knowledge” directly from the Akashic Records, which is a topic for later material as well. However, with practice and experience and careful application of your studies, you, too, can learn to pull information from this universal knowledge source as well and become close to an Enlightened Master.
OK, I’ve covered a lot of ground here, so let me back up and make it plain for you.
First, the In Between state of mind is the state that all mystics and shamans down through history have been able to slip into. Many do it with drugs such as Ayawashka. It can also be induced with hallucinogenic drugs such as LSD.
The only problem is that if you artificially induce the In Between state of mind, you might either have a “bad trip” or actually go insane. This is because you don’t have control over your “trip,” and it just pulls you along the way it wants to. What Richard teaches is a method that induces this state of mind naturally and in a controlled way, so that you don’t go crazy or lose control. However, it does induce symptoms like you are on drugs sometimes, like slurred speech, altered vision, being unable to walk, or acting like you are drunk.
This is especially difficult for beginning students, because this is a very powerful state of mind to be in. Some have a hard time coming out of it, which is why Richard gives instruction on how to come out of it as well as how to induce it. After all, it would not benefit anyone if you became “stuck” in the In Between, and people watching you might think you were crazy. This is why it is only an advanced technique which we will only teach to selected students who qualify.
However, Richard has often publicly complained that his mind works in reverse. This is a puzzle for you to figure out if you can. In the In Between state sometimes it is like you are thinking in reverse. Whereas the average person has trouble getting to this state of mind, Richards is almost “stuck” there, and he actually has to work to maintain a state of “normalcy.” Frankly, I think a lot of people who have been labeled as “crazy” are actually “just” stuck in the In Between and can’t get out. And Richard is just lucky that for some reason he can control it and bring himself in and out of it at will.
Richard has stated that it is from this state that he performs all of his miracles. He can walk through walls, open up a portal and bring through an entity, slow down, stop, or reverse time, control the weather. You name it, Richard can do it, although he says that he doesn’t normally perform miracles anymore because it just makes most people afraid of him and others just forget it after a while. Christ had this same problem. When He healed a man who was blind from birth, rather than celebrating this great sign and wonder, the Pharisees grew angry, condemned Him for “breaking the Sabbath,” and tried to kill him. I guess some things never change and that is probably another reason that Richard keeps these things at a low profile. But you can ask David, and he has personally seen Richard do some amazing things.
There are different levels of the In Between, and you need to go to deeper states to produce different miracles. Richard can also “pull” his students In Between, but, even so, most have not learned how to ge their themselves.
So, we now understand how Richard does his miracles. They are only miracles because the ordinary human has not been taught how to use these powers that are in each and every one of us. The other unusual thing about Richard is that he has a vast store of knowledge. Ask him a question about almost anything and in a short time, he will start telling you all about it. What Richard is doing here is pulling the information out of the Akashic Records, which, again is a skill that you can learn.
What this all boils down to is that Richard is only an extreme example of powers that reside in all of us. He isn’t some kind of god like figure that many of his followers think he is, and it’s also obvious that he doesn’t “know everything” either. Or, as I have told David every once in a while,” David, it’s not that Richard doesn’t KNOW about that, he knows that what you are saying is true, but he’s just lying about it.”
But why would such a remarkable man LIE about important issues. Why indeed? I will let your imagination run with that if you want.
And so, after much frustration with Richard and some of his attitudes and ideas, I began looking for answers. It didn’t take long, and I found a video that David had recorded and just uploaded to the internet about two weeks prior to that. I was intrigued, and sent David an email, not knowing what to expect, as Richard and his group called him evil.
However, I had learned through my previous church experience that just because the “leadership” of an organization condemns someone as “evil,” or of having “sold themselves to Satan,” that doesn’t make it true. In fact, many times the leaders of such cults have something to hide and don’t want their sheep to stray outside their pens.
It is also a mystery to me why someone who is otherwise open minded and forward thinking can get entangled in a cult and then lose that sense of exploration and desire to find the truth that brought them to the cult in the first place. Perhaps the son of the leader of my previous church affiliation summed it up best when he said, “My Dad always said for years that you should not believe him, you should believe the Bible and only believe it when you saw it proved there. But that’s only until you join the church, and then you should just take his word for it because he said so.”
That pretty much sums up a very big human failing. We have an open mind and are searching for truth. Then we think we’ve found it in some cult or other, and embrace that. Then, all of a sudden the mind closes like a steel trap and just simply accepts whatever it is told. Later, it puts the leader of the organization on some kind of pedestal and treats them like a god. That’s human nature I guess because our egos get involved, and the affiliation with the said organization becomes part of our personal identity, so we begin to think they and the “leadership” is right about everything, and we start to take what they say at face value just because they said so, rather than checking the facts.
This is a common human failing because we all develop egos that has an identity. Our ego has it’s own story, which we consider to be “our story,” but, in reality, it is only the story of the EGO, not the US that is underneath it. The ego pulls things into itself with which it can identify, and that is soon considered to be part of the story and therefore part of the self. The ego looks outside itself for it’s identity and looks for outside validation. Joining some cult or group is part of that identification, and people do this all the time.
They THINK they are Republicans or Democrats, Protestants or Catholics, or Muslims, or….. The ego will often identify with multiple groups at the same time, and incorporate this as part of what the ego considers to be ITS identity. This is actually at the root of our problem as a species, and arose with our adoption of the conscious mind and conclusions way of thinking.
Animals aren’t conscious and don’t think as we do. They are in the ever present now and just exist. So are plants. When a human goes In Between, we can rejoin them in that state again.
It is the conclusions mind that is the problem here. It creates the ego that we confuse with our true selves. We also confuse our physical bodies with our true selves as well. In this condition, we have a double whammy. We are actually more of a spirit essence that is just inhabiting this body and interacting with our brain, but this creates a false ego or perception of self that is based on incorrect perceptions.
This short introductory blog post is too short to go into this in any depth, but this false ego that we falsely think is us is what joins these cults and groups and identifies the group as being an extension of this self. When one ego meets another one, a battle often ensues, unless they think there is a reason to cooperate, but most egos operate from a very selfish place that sees the self as separate from and in conflict with the world. Nothing could be further from the truth, but this is exactly why the human race is so mixed up. It has based it’s existence and it’s actions on false concepts and ideas that lead to conflict and strife.
Part of the reason you are here is to find out who you really are and to reunite with your true self. This is a journey of self discovery that could last a lifetime. In the end, though, it will answer all of the important questions that our egos can’t find the answer to. Questions such as “Who am I?” “Why am I here?” “What is the purpose for my life?”
No religion is going to answer these questions. Science can’t give you the answers either. But the fact that you have found this website and that you are asking these questions means that you just might be ready to find the answers.
Yes, there are answers to these questions and the purpose of this website is to help you discover your true self. And in the journey there may be a lot of surprises along the way and a lot of aha moments. It’s an interesting journey if you dare to “boldly go where no man or woman has gone before.”
So welcome, fellow traveller. David and I are not your gurus. We are only your teachers and guides. We are here to help you along your journey and we sure as hell don’t want to feed either your ego or ours. I think that makes us radically different from any other site you have ever seen. We are telling you, in David’s words, to “choose real.”
Choosing real might be scary at first, especially for your ego, because the last thing it wants if for you to truly find yourself.